Tuesday, April 05, 2005

So much for keeping a blog. Ha. Oh well. I have been a bit lost without Brad. He left for Afghanistan in December and it's just been a different place without him home. He'll be coming home at the end of next month for two weeks, I'm so excited!
I think I get more sad for Drake then I do myself, Drake just doesn't understand it all. He just turned three and we are now working on potty training.. not doing too well with it either. But it's only been a couple of days.
I really haven't been doing much of anything since Brad left .. I want to get more into photography and digital work.. but I'll get started and then just kind of wander away for awhile. So we'll just see what happens. I'm glad it's finally spring, I will have the yard and my small flower gardens to keep me busy.. and I might even attempt to drive to Texas with the kids in June.. maybe.
It's hard, feeling like a single mom.. it's hard worrying about Brad when things happen over there. But I know it's harder for him, he misses Drake so much and he's missed out on seeing a small part of him grow... and that's hard. All we can do is take it one day at a time.... xoxo- ::Tammy::