Sunday, December 11, 2005

(I have not kept up with this blog.... I've started a new one at myspace... right here)


brad will be home before christmas day. my entire world has been shattered in the last four months. the truths I found.. on deployments...too much time on his hands...he met someone online and fell in love. reality... he wants a divorce.

i'm ill

i'm confused

i'm hurt

i'm angry

i'm still waking up.. taking care of our little boy.. one foot in front of the other.....

but when i lay in bed at night..
i feel like i'm falling.....